Focus
I always forget things recently, and I always get bored and tend to do works half-way. Why?
OMG in searching my new Islamic chic style, i found a young girl who has become a fashion designer, and I love love love her style! you can check out her blog while here is one of my favourite set:

I’m start to create what can I wear to work. I am changing from old-fashion to modern-casual yet still syariah compliance outfit. WD general culture is jeans & shirt for everybody. Some still wears baju kurung, but it’ll be awkward if you are the only one who wears it. That’s why I am immersing to new image. As long as I stick to the right path.
WD Syndrome by cekebui featuring Storm watches
WD fever by cekebui featuring Juicy Couture bags
This is walimah(wedding) season, coz it’s school holiday here. June. Every weekend is full just to attend weddings. I love weddings because I can’t resist food. But wedding food usually are the same: Nasi minyak/nasi beriyani. I hope this trend will change, coz I am bored already heheh. I wish weddings can serve more lauk like lauk kampung, or sth simple like noodles or breads. Or, add the varieties; chicken chop, steaks, mushroom soups, ice creams, satay, etc. Another excitements is getting the doorgifts. We can say it’s still varies in Malaysia here, from sweets, fruits, to nice glass and candles.
To those who weds/attend weddings, enjoy the seasons!
Now I am waiting for my online-ordered maxi classic to arrive via Pos laju. I don’t know the seller yet I ordered it. I’ve been cheated before(online shopping) but I dont care yet. Hopefully my dream to wear the maxi become true. This is the dream maxi. I ordered brown and Pink. Hope they’ll be mine today.

Owh yeah. A lil bit update about my work. My job is good, but I’m not sure the surrounding is good for me or not. But one thing for sure is, I am improving my English, coz I have to speak English as most of my frens there are foreigners. A few good friends. But I am the only woman in the circle. Hmmmmm…..Should I consider a new place? Or quit n make cupcakes at home?
Kau bagaikan sungai yang mengaut semua benda dan terus mengalir ke hadapan. Dan aku tertingal di belakang.
Today 28 May 2010 I turned my long time dream into reality: Attending cupcake deco class! Alhamdulillah I found Anis my old friend at FB, and found out she provides cupcake class. Wahhh I was so exited n suddenly messaged her: Anis, nak belaja buat cupcakes!’ Hahhaha what a strange way of greeting an old friend. My bad. Sorry Anis, I should have asked you apa khabar first. Heheh. Owh btw I really like the class. Here goes the cakes I made during the class. 

Yeah i have to write and write to stimulate my brain to connect the maximum possible synapse. So that it will draw clear image of what I am doing n life, what i missed, and what i should do next. Life is just like jigsaw puzzle; where each piece of the puzzle has different picture, but connects to one another, and eventually form a perfect One picture: Life. Each piece is one episode of my life and I have to ensure that the picture drawn is perfect, so that it will produce perfect final picture as well. But theory is always beautiful. Yeah another crap theory. Because life is not a theory. It’s a box of chocolate. You will never know what you’ll get. (I still don’t understand this, why we never know what we will get? It’s obviously stated we will get chocolates. What a ‘wisdom’). Oh yeah speaking about chocolates, another philosophy just created a few days ago: Women are just like chocolates: They cannot be shared.
Phew.
There’s no such thing as Mom at Work. Mom should be at home doing ‘mommy’ things. But if a mom going out to work, she should be called woman at work. Because if we call her ‘Mom at Work’, she supposed to bring her child to the workplace as well and the child has full access to her, and vice versa. That’s the new philosophy i created few months ago, while I was boring at office. A junk philosophy. That no one would care. But I care.